Just thinking..

I believe we get hurt not because of the (powerful) words of the people use but our ego. 

Thinking deeply, that is what I think is causing to get hurt. When someone says we don't love them enough, for example, we get hurt not because they do not understand how much we love but because of the questioning about our love towards them, which -- if you think deeply -- is a question raised by nothing but one's ultimate ego.

At least I found it to be true to some (?) extend as far as I'm concerned.

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Paul Arockiam

Just experiencing..

Things are happening super quick. Even before you react or respond to something that had happened, another thing happens or has already finished happening so fast. Very little time to react or respond. So confused, so unstable and so very little energy to handle everything that is happening around.

The confusing state of mind calls the universe to be kind. When your mind is wandering, a walk on the beach needs a calm shore to be seen and a quiet atmosphere to be experienced. A rough sea with loud waves is not only quite disturbing but also makes you feel helpless as where to go next.

It seems like normalcy of life doesn't return until perhaps the current state of uncertainty is accepted as nothing but normal.

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பால் ஆரோக்கியம் | Paul Arockiam

Just chewing (the thought)..

"Do what you feel in your heart to be right, for you'll be criticized anyway." by [ Eleanor Roosevelt ]

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பால் ஆரோக்கியம் | Paul Arockiam

Just thinking..

I wish to know the least possible. I would like my mind to stay away from filling the gaps. I want to be that innocent child once again, even if it would be for one last time !!

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I'm not sure whether I've become more sensitive or the words have become more powerful. Either way, sometimes it really hurts!!

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Sometimes it is better to swallow the words than facing the questions of consequence. [ not sure if the usage of words is right but I hope you get the point ]

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பால் ஆரோக்கியம் | Paul Arockiam

Just feeling..

Having been expressive almost all the time, I find it difficult to be otherwise. This world's sarcastic words, inhuman deeds and nonstop greed makes me question the lasting of my abilities to be the person I would like to be. I have seen pure love. I have seen the alike of it. Sometimes the world becomes so small that it is difficult to run away to find a fresh breath.

A life that is constantly so machinery that demands your feelings to be kept aside is not only making to lose the enthusiasm but also terrifying at times. As much I would like to accept the life the way it is, I also find it difficult to let it be the way it is.

What's more bothering is, how long and how far would I be able to battle this ?

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பால் ஆரோக்கியம் | Paul Arockiam