It is so much difficult to hold it a secret, especially the one that you are longing for to let go public. When the reasons and seasons aren't adding up, you are given no choice but to hold it up a little longer. But then you are scared of the complaints, so you let some know about it and keep some in the dark. Then the scary feeling turns into guilt that you are being partial, so you start trying to figure out a way to make the reasons and seasons set straight.
One thing I have noticed with people is their personal take on something, as how it should supposed to have happened rather than the happening itself, gets so aggregated that they forget the happening and their dutiful response to the same. They simply react. They couldn't help themselves but to react. While I understand the same, I do wait for their response sooner or later. But sometimes you will just be disappointed. You see, people are people. Greatness could be there within them, but it always overpowered by their ego.
As a matter of fact, I sometime afraid of the response itself, forget the reaction. Some people don't really know how to respond. It could be because they simply don't understand the essence of life or their way of seeing the life simply don't overlap with yours. Sometimes it is so surprising how we have become friends with such a disastrous difference being between us. Thinking deeply, the only answer I could come up with is that may be I respect(ed) them the way they are (were). But continuing the same seems difficult when some unacceptable differences pop up.
I thought of writing some more in this post. Lets keep it simple for the very reason that reasons and seasons haven't gotten add up yet.
Paul Arockiam.
15-July-2014.
One thing I have noticed with people is their personal take on something, as how it should supposed to have happened rather than the happening itself, gets so aggregated that they forget the happening and their dutiful response to the same. They simply react. They couldn't help themselves but to react. While I understand the same, I do wait for their response sooner or later. But sometimes you will just be disappointed. You see, people are people. Greatness could be there within them, but it always overpowered by their ego.
As a matter of fact, I sometime afraid of the response itself, forget the reaction. Some people don't really know how to respond. It could be because they simply don't understand the essence of life or their way of seeing the life simply don't overlap with yours. Sometimes it is so surprising how we have become friends with such a disastrous difference being between us. Thinking deeply, the only answer I could come up with is that may be I respect(ed) them the way they are (were). But continuing the same seems difficult when some unacceptable differences pop up.
I thought of writing some more in this post. Lets keep it simple for the very reason that reasons and seasons haven't gotten add up yet.
Paul Arockiam.
15-July-2014.
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